Thursday, April 29, 2004
haoiz.....need to start studyin.....
hmm...2dae had phototakin...again...
realise that im in 4 photos....wanted to take a picture wif ELS..bt cannot lahz.....didn;t go..haiz......
miss daniel fong...that bas**** ahha....
hmm...well nvm ba
2dae while takin legion photo saw xa gonna take photo wif the CLS ppls......
den of course me bein me i go and tok to him in sign language lolz......den i guess quite comical baz.....
coz xin an was laughin like siao......den ltr i go n kah chao abit....lolz...yeaps.....
den after sch.....we went 4 this prefect meetin 4 sec 3's...dn found out that we can vote 6 ppl into exco...den frm there the teachers will decide haiz...hope can baz.....but....doubt so lahz....
haha
im ot notorious.....just that i dun like disciplainin ppl....so that sorta gets me into trouble haha....
haix...... i realsie that im becomin myself again......startin to regain enthusiasm 4 my work and prefect duty:)
yay...
all i can say is that i can only try my best and we shall see where we land up....
and my emotions are in sorta a tumult.....
basically i know its impossible.....but still.....
hmm.....few daes ago i thought i heard her vooice while dreamin.....but...it has been a long long time since i heard her voice....lolz.....and i heard her voice so few times b4//...haiz..........but like a shcok thru me
li hai horz........sleep also can hear her voice.........hiaz.....
aniwaes....
dunno wat to sae to her......i know tt i cannot sae.....coz...dunno lahz....dunno...dunnoo....dunno.....
想你想到疯
-Blogged at 4/29/2004 04:59:00 PM
Monday, April 26, 2004
yoz:)
hmm......ok....yesterdae was abit weird lolz..... i like slackin in the morning then later Nigel and the guys came over to do IPW project?
yeap...den ltr shamir and yy came over..... so we juz chiong finish the IPW den we went to plae lan liaoz.....we had this bdae cake 4 ying chuan coz his bdae mahz.... supposed to buy him woeights but no time lahz......
den go lan shop end up no com liaoz....den sianzation....so go plae bball?
after tt then went back to lan shop.....plaid 4 an hour or so...den mom called me back...*sigh* aniwaes...den ltr in the night decided to go online and chat...lolz....den end up quite weird lahz......can't go online mom naggin....den by the time i can chat......den fren is watchin a movie....lolz.....so in ythe end i wnet to watch also....den when commercial den we tok....quite weird rite?
mayb ba.....
though i gotta sae tt the show was nice loz=)
haha
yeap...so to 2dae.....
Durin bio lesson lim siew mei was like dissectin a sheeps heart.....darn disturbin u know awah kaoz..... den plus she go down dere hapily snippin awae....*shudders*.....aniwaes.....den she go n use a glass rod and try to show us the ventricals etc.....sick loz...den she like happily stick the rod right into the heart.......sick....dne the sec 2's all gather outside the lab try to look lolz.....
and yeap.....wei loong and i juz happen to b pissed or disgusted wif e saem person...kiez...nvm wun dwell on tt...lolz....
kiez.....den now like three of yhe homies sittin together....shamir sittiin behind me and weiloong.....den like wahz die liaoz.....we tok too much...whee...haha
if andre were same class as us and sit wif us horx....we dun need to pass exam liaoz loz...lolz........
kiez...so now im back to waiting again it wuld seem?
mayb ba?:)
keiz...nvm cyaz
-Blogged at 4/26/2004 04:30:00 PM
Saturday, April 24, 2004
heya...long time bo blog?....i guess aniwaes....
heck...my email account is stuffed chockfull wif mails...yeap...and most of them i dun wanna delete coz sentimental value? mayb ba?
kiez.....aniwaes...yesterae was sports dae....lolz.....gt duty some more *sigh* aniwaes den like felt sick wanted to puke thankfully felt better abit ltr......den i had to raise e flag!
lucky never drop whew.....after tt was slckerness...go to the gate and dim dei...but den there already gt the NPCC ppl.....so zo bo loz.....yeapz.....
and den....leonard's sis was playin over at the stadium thingy juz next to the stadium...so *ahem* ... because we r responsible prefects we "didn't" go to e stadium.....yea rite....aniwaes....dne i dragged alvan aloing 4 fun...go dere enjoy aircon abit lahz......
and guess wat?
sports sch playin wif ACS I....and RGS playin wif.....dunno whu....
so yeap cheered 4 ACS(I) coz dunw ant sports sch to win......and i think RGS lost the 1st doubles i think>........
den i zao early coz gotta go 4 duty again...lolz.....
yeap.....
den go back to stadium look see look see......quite ok lahz....overall....
yeap...so fastforward to 2dae.....
2dae...is basically...sianzsation.....
yeap....came online......adn untill now the person is not online haha
hekc lahz....
aniwaes.....2dae went 4 mass...no more cat class till 3/4th july i think...?
dunno whther b happie or sad?
managed to get confirmation 4 SRC thinguy./...so i go training during the june hols loz....
yeapz....
and of course.....im online now haha
boredness
ahha
heys kee come online lahz...haha
im bored stiff lolz.....
kiez...anithin more?
erm..i dun think so????
uyeapz......
cyaz arnd
-Blogged at 4/24/2004 08:59:00 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
darn....kiez.....my fren wanted to delete this story fmr bloggie....but.....i felt it was a perfect waste of a gd story.....so i have transferred it here!! whee haha
yeap so ppl dun get wrong idea kiesz....... yeap....
aniwaes tt perso is offline now...
either tt or my com is screwed again?...lolz yeap...so shuldn't bei fa xian lahz..i think aniwaes....
>>>a story....
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the
girl next to me. She was my so called "best
friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and
wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me
like that, and I knew it. After class, she
walked up to me and asked me for the notes she
had missed the day before and handed them to
her. She said "thanks" and gave me
a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart. She asked me to
come over because she didn't want to be alone,
so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I
stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and
three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want
her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My
date is sick" she said; he's not going to go
well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we
made a promise that if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as "best friends". So
we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I
was standing at her front door step! I stared at
her as she smiled at me and stared at me with
her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she
isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then
she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before
I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched
as her perfect body floated like an angel up on
stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be
mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I
knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to
me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged
her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and
gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl
is getting married now. I watched her say "I do"
and drive off to her new life, married to
another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she
didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But
before she drove away, she came to me and
said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed
me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her
to know that I don't want to be just friends, I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
girl who used to be my "best friend". At the
service, they read a diary entry she had wrote
in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he
doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I
want to tell him, I want him to know that I
don't want to be just friends, I love him but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish
he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did
too... I thought to my self, and I
cried.
-Blogged at 4/20/2004 04:48:00 PM
kiez.....2dae.....ws erm.....ok lahz??
hehe
yeap.....so like 2dae no xtra lesson coz boon and heng gotta go 4 oral exam......so tts y im here...(since i took my oral yesterdae........)so...erm..yea.....yay!
kiez....tt was particularly lame.....so aniwaes 2dae gt this sedar thingy like the passover meal like tt lahz.....hehe.....den was like quite ok i guess? den a few ppl in class go n siao siao sae yamn seng.....lolx.....kiez.....nvm...my class iz gettin famous....whee,,...hhee
i juz realised tt its hard to read my blog ntry if i dun put in paragraphs here and dere? yeap so heres a paragrah 4 u....happie?
so aniwaes....after the passover meal thingy.....we were late 4 chem lesson...so......haiz.....but lucky never kena scolded loz....so yeap...lucky....hehe...den wahz durin eng....saw barmanshaw.... ANGRY......though not reallie scary but nvm lahz...since i guess my class ppl reallie went a bit 2 farrrrrr.....i guess?
yeap.....
ok back to my blog....i also finally noticed the transition thingy when i change websites... lolx....wonder how can b so blind?
lolz......and of course i said it b4 but heck lahz...thanks kee 4 e blog lahz haha...yeap.....is tt all?...erm..i guess so....
kiez....cyaz
-Blogged at 4/20/2004 03:48:00 PM
Monday, April 19, 2004
hmm...2dae....was a veri veri "wheeeeeeeee" dae...
tt is to sae a crazy dae....
lolz
so 2dae in the morn....as agreed i did the go n block e gate 2dae and only allow treachers to come in...lols....nt tt bad lahz i guess....onli a few cars went in onli....den ltr this arent came drivin in...wahz proness....stop right in front of my feet sigh.....den he open e window and started shoutin demandin to know why he cannot go in....lolx...he never gets tired of it....he has done tt since dunno when siahz....den for me he got special treatment...wah kaoz....yell untill so loud...lolz.....and when i first sa his face i stun.....look lalot like piggy den plus face beetroot red loz....quite funnie...den ggenesius chan saw so ltr he went to tok to tt parent? and surprisingly tt had an effect loz...at least 2dae he never wind down the windscreen when he goin out of sch to insult us.....yeap
den after tt was ok i guess...other than some sporadic bursts of insane movement or laughter etc......
yeap...i was a gd lil boi untill............PSE lessojn sighh.......malay dance thingy./.....den ltr when they came down to find partners....i ham chi go n hide...sighz,........scared lahz haha.. nuthin happen lahz....but feel guilty haiz.....im like perpetually on high for some reason....dotx loz......
den after tt had CHINESE oral exam....yayz....im screwed/.......invariably(as alwaes) i gt tongue-tied while tokin bout e topic.....lolz.......sigh...my invigilator guy was lee lip ming...so mayb gt hope? kiez....den like he look at my face den he thought i banana*(which means....chinese tt dun understand cheyna).....den he try to explain to me lolz......eg: zuo bi he try to explain lolz...den i was like......erm...i know?? lolz.....
den after oral over......den like....whee.....extra lesson juz end so in effect i onli went 4 20 mins of extra lesson(b4 my oral)...hehe
i r pro.......2dae ok lahz....but i have 1 major prob atm...i DUN HAVE MY CHEM BKLET 2!!!!!!!!! arrgh.....
yay.....d'costa is gonna spit me and grill me over a fire yay....so she can have roast pork or sth...i can juz imagine tt expression on her face....u kbnow? the super act cute wan....den u add her claapin her hands in delight.....makes me shiver in terror.....lolx...
kiez......
super long entry 2dae......
i betta zao 1st///soighz
dun know whether can come onlin 2dae liaoz...haha
sighz....aniwaes mayb its betta.....im confused bout my feelings i guess.....so betta stay awae lahz....
kiez...... nvm cyaz
-Blogged at 4/19/2004 05:17:00 PM
Saturday, April 17, 2004
hmm..kiez....blog entry continued....
sighz 2dae went for cat class and mass....
luckily i never slep in church 2dae?
and plus 2dae last cat lesson 4 e term gd? bad? i also dunno?
haha
wel......i think i betta go n do the testimonial i promised?
haha
:)
-Blogged at 4/17/2004 08:35:00 PM
kiez....2dae iz a new dae!=)
yesterdae was PT...10rounds so sad....
me being unfit...so super siong loz haha
untill now also still whole body pain..sighz......
hmm...im bored atm lolx....den ltr still gotta go mass and cat class...haha
darn ill blog ltr i guess
-Blogged at 4/17/2004 02:04:00 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2004
heya:)
well 2dae as expected the chin test was a total disaster coz i skip my zao ju which i leanr till so xin ku in order to go n chiong my li jie wen da? den do halfwae time up loz....so ......dotx...... den maths test was erm..... bad i guess....den tml gt 2158 test....pass means i super pro coz i havn't learn yet? den also gt bio BUT i dun even knoe wat the heck the test is on? lolx...lim siew mai pro loz......sigh.... kiez so den like.... i realsie tt i muz jiayou reallie muz.....both in studies and rugby since they are interconnected?
i need to do well in maid yr if i wanna even go out?
and also cannot disappoint all my frens whu have been tryin to help me all e wae??
and of course my parents alzh ANd my bro.....
so durin June mayb go CHina 4 tt trip thingy....thougth might cinsider extendin the stay to b wif my bro if can i guess?
den i guess im nt selected 4 LLTC?
haiz....heck lahz...i fuess expected loz?
since my reults also yi luo qian zhang...sighx....
darn i wanna plae next yr siahz...so muz TRAIN.....
haha
MUZ....otherwise will b sad case loz
SRC i dun even think i can go loz?
but i think if i can handle my stuidies liaoz dne i dun mind gouin SRC so can train train abit?
and aniwae i need tpo go train liaoz...
otherwise ill grow even fatter...sigh
haha
the heck and micheal said i was.... emr nvm u go rea my testimonial frm him u know liaoz...lolz.....
ok i guess so lahz?
coz i whole dae go and corrupt the oh so innocent sec 1's?
but still at lwast i still ok wif them i guess?
den yesterdae siahz.....
so lame....
i doin detention duty? den like they ask me if can pae game i gfigured dat nvm lahz...so ok loz....den in the end they quite noisy fden sudenly sharman walk past dne i gt scoldin?
haha
nvm alhz.......sometimes bein prefect will get this kinda thing i guess? and thx to jeremy chan of course since he decided to stay back to accompany abit?:)
haha
yeap...dne like when i went to eat lucky he dere early so he help help me wif e duty 1st...whew dne he told me wat to do coz tt was my first time doin detetion duty?
haha
ok lahz....
:)
im proud of myslef....2dae super long entry.....
i bet the ppl whu read this will fall asleep...
WHEE....
haha
wake up lahz sleepy heaads....
so dotx siahz...lolz:)
-Blogged at 4/15/2004 04:09:00 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
hmm...2dae is reflection dae i guess?
lolx...
well i realise tt im 1 lucky bastard.....2dae i realsied tt friendships dun jjuz die out as if they never existed....
of course i have to thank....all of my frens......esp those whu shareed my childhoood wif me and are still here wif me?
and of course my new frens?
esp.... ***?
haha
-Blogged at 4/13/2004 09:37:00 PM
whilst reading the post below....kindly prepare a blanket and pillow just in case u happen to fall asleep?:)
-Blogged at 4/13/2004 02:55:00 PM
...dotx....
it wuld seem tt the extended hols are gd 4 me?
aniwaes..
well this email sorta reminds me of....
all of my frens
no matter how long i have known them??
to treasure them as e jewels tt they r i guess?
touchin email?
i guess most of u gt this email b4?:)
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.
In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.
In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.
In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.
In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan.
In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.
In sixth grade your id ea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.
In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had.
In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball but didn't laugh at you when you finished and broke out into tears.
In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who would go to a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up b eing the only freshman there.
In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.
In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found you a date to the prom..
In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college/university, assur ed you that you would get into that college/university, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...
At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.
The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were back together, you could make it through anything, helped you pack up for university and just silently hugged you as you looked thro ugh blurry eyes at 18 years of memo ries you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved.
Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the
better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, hel ps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!
Pass on to those friends of the past, and those of the future..and
those you have met along the way...[crying yet? oh there's more]
Thank you for being a friend. No matter where we go or who we become, never forget who helped us get there.
There's never a wrong time to pick up a phone or send a message telling your friends how much you miss them or how much you love them.
You know who you are , pass it on to someone who you want to remind.
So send this to all your friends and maybe those who aren't but just
watch and see who sends it back.
If you love someone, tell them.
Remember always to say what you mean.
Never be afraid to express yourself. Take this opportunity to tell
someone what they mean to you. Seize the day and have no regrets.
Most importantly, stay clos e to your friends and family, fo r they have helped make you the person that you are today and are what it's all about anyway. Pass this along to your friends. Let it make a difference in your day and theirs.
The difference between expressing love and having regrets is that the regrets may stay around forever.
-Blogged at 4/13/2004 02:53:00 PM
Saturday, April 10, 2004
yea so im finally bloggin?
hmm...
yea so nuthin much to sae i guess?
tml goin 4 CO mayb dun go??
haha
c 1st i guess...
xa and i screwed up so gt 1 xtra ticket...
sigh./...
dunnow ad to do wif TT
dne now xa sae mayb dun wanna go lolz....
hmm.....
gonna plae bball ltr i guess??
yea.....
-Blogged at 4/10/2004 06:18:00 PM
Sunday, April 04, 2004
This is sorta trute...its frm a chain letter i think everybody has gt this b4??
but still.....its meaning sdoes not fade
Around the corner I have
a friend,
In this great city
that has no end,
Yet the days go by
and weeks rush on,
And before I know
it, a year is gone.
And I never see my
old friends face,
For life is a swift
and terrible race,
He knows I like him
just as well,
As in the days when
I rang his bell.
And he rang mine if,
we were younger then,
And now we are busy,
tired men.
Tired of playing a
foolish game,
Tired of trying to
make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I
will call on Jim"
"Just to show that
I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes
and tomorrow goes,
And distance between
us grows and grows.
Around the corner!
yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram
sir" "Jim died today."
And that's what we
get and deserve in the
end.
Around the corner, a
vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love
someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and
tell someone what they mean to you. Because when
you decide that it
is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most
importantly, stay
close to your friends and family, for they have
helped make you
the person that you are today.
-Blogged at 4/04/2004 09:29:00 PM
"I'm afraid we have some bad news. Please, you might want to stay seated."
Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:
August 5, 2066
at the age of 76 years old.
On that date you will most likely die from:
Cancer (40%)
Heart Attack (19%)
Homicide (7%)
Alcoholism (5%)
Alien Abduction (5%)
go here if u wanna check this out
http://www.thespark.com/deathtest/
-Blogged at 4/04/2004 09:15:00 PM
Saturday, April 03, 2004
kiez....though this is gonna b sorta obvious....
im bloggin!:)
so yeah long long time no see arhz...
yeah
so hmm....wow nt bad week i guess? hehe
yea i thijnk gonna go plae bball??
cyaz
-Blogged at 4/03/2004 09:21:00 PM
