Thursday, May 27, 2004
School has ended liaoz...
yay
BUT tmr stoill got parent teacher meet how sianz can that get? its like totally gonna b sianz loz/
confirm die wanz.....
aniwaes tmr STILL need to go to RGS to help out with setting up the fair etc and im in vcharge of communications???
lolx....
dne like i sms the whole bunch of ppl dne my hp nonstop vibrate loz.....siaoz man i sms dunno increase how much liaoz.....
cham liaoz...this mth phone bill is gonna be really sad....
im doin my biology article reflection for the dunno how many times.....
darn LSM lahz....
lox.....
lost my bio....4?? time liaoz.....
shiok rite.....
training starting soon i think i better take wee meng's advice and go train laioz....i think i put on weight again??
sianz.....
i grew taller somnehow...1.73/???
BUT i think measure wrongly loz......
spo yewaa cannot b loz.....im WAY shorter than that loz...darn im nt growing at all!!
wahz.....
im a short person...
*runs to a corner and starts cryin miserably*
aniwaes....arrgh imn sianz.....
nuthin much to do except bio article reflection loz....
the ppl i tok to are nt online....
or rather the person....loxl...
aniwaes....
now im gettin encouraged by the ppl in my class sheesh....
gareth u know wat i mean.....
lolx.
aniwaes....
lau if u r readin this...when the heck are we actually supposed to go for a coffee??
i think i betta arrange laioz...lolz...
and also arrange wif miss kee.....
yea...i think so....
arrrrrrrrrr
30th-4th i gotta go to IPOH for some weird lasallian trip thingy.....
ib think migt b fun baz/??
heys a want souveniors loz.....
yay
and i think i gotta go and try to find some nice nice art thingy haha
hope can baz....
hmm....
2dae i like chao hyperactive loz....
its like im totally crazy in hans i like so restless dne like wahz too much energy coooped up in my bidy siahz....feel like exploding into ation or running or joggin or sth loz/??
lolx
too much energy liaoz.....:)
what else to sae???
nuthin much baz/??
aniwaes if bel juz happens to pass by....
HI=)
heys dun worry too much lazh?????
juz continue to be happie???
-Blogged at 5/27/2004 11:25:00 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
hmm....long time no blog!
came back fmr camp yesterdae.....wahz....dne like the camp was nice lahz...prepared to b bored but in the end nt nad lahz i guess.....lots of bonding....and like so siao....joke n joke n joke =)
hehe
den like 2dae went out wif amanda, kleon, joel jeremy and alan.....amzingly alan still didn't know me dne iw as like..huh?
lolx...
dne like 2da alan went 4 some dance thingy dne we swere standin outside the studio lookin at him.....
jeremy's sis dancin dere 2......lolx.....height runs in e family siahz...al so tall.....
den after tt went over to meridian dere to eat sushi......and jeremy's sis work dere 2.....
lolx...
so afyter tt wanted to go and watch movie:shrek 2...
but some dun wan so in the end go back kembangan...dne like i went to plae lan wif alan and jeremy....
left amanda and joel to plae bball first den by the time we go bball court den like manda went hm liaoz.....
den like after tt we plae bball wif noobies.....but like so slack lolz....
untill like dunno win or nt....
halfway thru the game the adults go n plae full-court....
sheesh....
so yeap im hm......lolx....
yay..
-Blogged at 5/23/2004 06:54:00 PM
Monday, May 17, 2004
its sad when u sudden;y find friendships fadin.....even if it wasn;t reallie as close friends.as if friendship is driftin awae...slowly on an everlastin river...mayb u might b readin this..i doubt so...aniwaes....wish u luck....
hmm...aniwaes...i realise that these daes....are sad.....
that well....ppl are....facin their own problems...strugglin....
i have been tokin to a few ppl....and well....its...sad.....
realli....
seems as if it is a never-ending circle of pain......
depressin ain't it.....
sth i said struck me 2dae....
ur life is urs...it does not belong to anybody else....take it and use it
if i die at least i know that i died doin what i wish...
i shall live and die with the knowledge that my life is mine and mine alone...nobody elses....so...choose ur path
reallie....reallie....to tt person....i know its pain....but don't ever give up...dun ever let go of ur humanity....please.....
damn...he beter call her....
and to a friend....dun give up......
love is here juz that u need to open ur eyes and see it......climb up again...its time....she does not contrl ur life U do....climb up....no use stayin there....live life as it is...
to jem:
heys....dun give up work hard siaz....i know u can do it and u do too dun give up dun ever lose it.......go 4 it....doubt u will read this dunno y the hek im typin this out though lolx. aniwaes ill tok to u bout the rest another dae after the exams...
one step at a time...
plannin to go out wif lau 4 a bit....tim for the coffee that we have been tokin bout...and its high time for us to have a chat lol....heys....mayb vcan get kee along...*points* nahz......aniwaes......dunno... how comes i get along well wif lau?
we r botn so different and so alike at the same time...sometimes its freaky...realli.....
aniwaes...juz my thought and feelings this time..nuthin much..
-Blogged at 5/17/2004 08:04:00 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
hmm.....ok.....
i realsie its sorta time to update?
lololx.....
ok....im bored atm....
been abit bz this week...prepare 4 exams.....so sad....lolz
a maths i die....lolx..and physics??mayb lolz
ack...
aniwaes i realise been wastin alot of time waitin online..lolz...
yea.....mayb shuld stop lahz
ahha
kiez.....iw anna kill kleon....
lolx....supposed to go and paole bball tonite but too sleepy so here i am agfain....
erm.....waitin online a s per usuaL???
haha
sadness...lolx
-Blogged at 5/15/2004 08:32:00 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
yea.....exams....are here....
tryin to forget bout 2158 tmr.....
how to pass?
cannot loz.....no shen enuff...
lolx.....blogger has a new n refreshin look....=)
yay...
yeap.....
hmm.....noticed abit....that......
4 some reason im gettin lonely again.....well i have perfect timin......dotx...near to my exams....hiaz.......sianz horz?
so near exams dne still like wanna go out walk walk lolx....
hmm....siong liaoz....
aniwaes i need to buy xa's slingbag after exams....but like after exams on fri i gt my camp....sigh unitll sat or sth.........
sianz.....
so how to buy?
and like straight awae after tt the next mon dne like gt back results liaoz lolz.....
die die die..
lolz....
kiez....so wat to sae....
oh ya......i still owe sb a pressie....
lolx....
im gonna b broke even b4 the june hols start.....
aniwaes.....
how to heck am i supposed to choose a bag 4 xa?..
haiz gonna need to ask help...lolx..
mayb.....
c 1st lahz...lolx
haha
hope can baz./....
lol......
kiez...gtg cyaz...
wish me lukc;)
lolx
-Blogged at 5/12/2004 03:34:00 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2004
if it hasn't occurred to ani=ybody yet.
I am FRIGGIN bored!!!!!
lolx
haha....
hmm...and miss ke is nt online so nobody to tok to haz...
no i dun wanna study..lolz......
head pain..lozl..
aniwaes in the end my bro nt comin back haiz
hekc loz...coz his business truip suddenly cancel haiz...
-Blogged at 5/09/2004 03:22:00 PM
Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?
-Blogged at 5/09/2004 03:21:00 PM
In that last dance of chances
I shall partner you no more.
I shall watch another turn you
As you move across the floor
In that last dance of chances
When I bid your life goodbye
I will hope he treats u kindly.
I will hope you learn to fly
In that last dance of chances
When I know you'll not be mine
I will let you go with longing
And the hope that you'll be fine
In that last dance of chances
We shall know each other's minds.
We shall part with our regrets
When the tie no longer binds
From: Fool's Fate
-Blogged at 5/09/2004 03:09:00 PM
Saturday, May 08, 2004
hmm.......2dae...was normal......
lols......
yea....but celebrated mothers dae abit....ate at Thomson.....yay!!
HAHA
as per usual ithe foo\d was good......yeapiex......
and i downlload too mani things on my hp laioz......waste so much space laizo...
lolx.........
hmm.....tts aboutr all....oh yea... i have a naggin suspicion my bro might b comin back tmr to celebrate mothers' dae 4 my mom....ain't that sweeyt...?? cominall the wae back fmr China..yeapiex......but....*shudders8 hes gonna kill me...lolx......when he takes a look at my results OR his com.....ok...im dead.....
BUt
aniwaes will b quite happie if he comes back lahz....at least can get help abit 4 my bio???haha yay
and other subs:)
and of course i wuld welcome sb to make fuin of.....sorta aniwaes......lolx.....
yeapiex tts abt all i think.....lolx...
hmm...ai can;t fins that poem found oin Fool's fate...kiez...nvm...ill type it here another time??
kiez..
cyaz
-Blogged at 5/08/2004 08:48:00 PM
i believe it has been some time since u were happy....problem piling up on problems....
so long since u were realli happie.....
work goin down the drain.....times not like b4......and so.....
u change....bit by bit....slowly.......
depression sets in..
the person who changed my life is not as obvious animore......
it seems we have cchanged places frm when we first toked......
NOw....
i the one who laughs and u the one who has become so serious.......
but still a poignant memory....
of when i learned how to view life in a different perspective.....
to laugh more than i scold.....
to.......change.......
still i will never forget those times..........
nothing ever lasts forever.....mayb it is right.....
till all tt remains is a precious memory
-Blogged at 5/08/2004 11:57:00 AM
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
hmm..did i mention?
lkc wants me to go and like..."clean up my table" as in remove the grafitti...lolz.....'t do...though most of it i didn't do lahz....but abit she bu de? haha
i took quite some time drawing that erm...ok nvm...haha
onto my table side...haha.....
no ts not vulgar in content.......
aniwaes.......
so like tryin to get LKC to let me replace the table instead? lol
dun wanna change table lahz...
oh yea forgot to mention.....2dae we changed seats 4 the mother tongue exam......
den kenneth saw wat i wrote on m table...now everybody knows.....uh oh.....BAD.....
den so like...cham.....alvan knew liaoz.....tts y i gt made fun by him...kk..nvm bout it.....
hmm....and LKC also want me to "lengthen my prayers".....siao laioz...she wants at leasat half a minute.....
debn like......HUH?
i dun pray 4 tt long loz? i eman in class lahz.....so like......
abit siao lahz?
kiez...nvm lah.....
2nd entry 2dae
-Blogged at 5/05/2004 04:58:00 PM
gee.....
2dae was the chin exam.......supposed to be quitte ez lahz.....but......
im nt too sure....haiz...i think i screwed up?lolx.....kiez...heng is gonna kill me....
now heng change my name frm 辉文 to 灰尘 lolx...haiz coz i never collect all the books 4 him...hehe
quite funny lahz.....i guess
lolx.....
den i think im becomin more and more famous...uhoh.....
yea
yea....i know....kiez.....aniwaes.....now like alot of ppl know me but i dunno them?.....i have been neglecting my social duties?....yea rite......hmm...cn't help but feel like that toy bear ...in a story....sometime agO? an email.....called tatty bear.....haha
weird rite?
yea i know......
kiez....i betta start studyin or else im dead....
BUT on this fri got english exam....so can slack....yay!
ok mayb i shuld go and learn the format foir situational writing.....darn..it........
yea...so tts all....i guess.....
anibody know how to d/l ringtones? as in polyphonic 1? and if gt chin songs wan even betta;)
haha
keiz.....
-Blogged at 5/05/2004 04:27:00 PM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
hmm...kiez....kee nt tokin.....dunno wat the heck im doin online if tts the case but.....im still online.....
hmm....chum sms me said that he felt sad because sabrina never tok or respond the whole dae....hiaz......so i called him loz/......den we toked a bit lahz.......den like i went.....huh?
y juz coz like that den so sad? dunno lahz...if that happen to me i would juz shrug it off? lolx...mayb he is not used to it baz? so i sorta explained it to him? gee.....now i feel like a love consultant....lolx.....but i guess it is sorta meaningful baz.....being able to help a fren.....i guess....
but...i dunno?
coz....mayb i have been hurt too many times so these dun seem much to me i guess? i realllie dunno.....and how can i say what i feel? but i am satisfied with how it is already lahz....i can't ask 4 anithin more......
tts all...i can askl.....
love frees people and does not bind them.....if the person decides that u are not the one and moves on well if u love her then u will feel happie if shes happie.....true enough....i guess
no matter wat i hope the people whom i have grown to know and love welll.....will alwaes be happie....:)
and dun b lame......take the love part with a large spoon of salt...u know wat i mena by love....dun twist and turn it...
-Blogged at 5/01/2004 10:08:00 PM
hmm...........
haha stef juz called....dotx...lol..........
haha
hmm........kiez....so wat yto sae?
i got it sorted out liaoz...yay...so now concentrate on midyr.....
yeap...gds luck to u
-Blogged at 5/01/2004 09:33:00 PM