Saturday, April 23, 2005
As you sit in silence,
Wondering why
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
Until your tears run dry.
When you've been hurt,
And can't believe what they've done
If you need someone to talk to
I'll be the one.
If a close friend hurts you,
And you don't understand
Remember I'm here,
I'll lend a helping hand.
Burdens are lighter
When carried by two
And I just want you to know
I'm here for you.
hey i like this verse thingy...
hmmm realise im sensitive to emotions......
sorta aniwae thugh sometimes i can b fairly.....numb
oh well betta change i guess...
being too emphatic is bad i think........
aniwae as most ppl know im usually nt emphatic aniwae
so heck...
-Blogged at 4/23/2005 10:07:00 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
hmm.......2dae was like damn......SAD....
oh man my teachers kip jechting me wtf....
in the morning i was doin history 2158 homework den heng was walkin past me...
den when he saw he he suddenly stop and stared at me and ask me "wah u do hw arh"
wtf? den he started laughin....
dot dot dot
he make it sound like its a MIRACLE tt i do my hw...
*acty tts quite true but STILL*
after tt was bio....i was liek nt payin attention as per usual
den suddenly lim siew mei ask me wat does the tetesterone do and i said i dunno...
sianz...den she was like... stare at me in a weird way and asked
u mean u dunnno meh?
.........sianz..........
she was like ur a boy and u dunno?
oh dear...
dot dot dot
oh yea and i accidentally fell asleep durin bio even though i tried not to..and yee hsu started throwin chalk at me to wake me up dot dot dot...
diaoz lo...
chum is SUCH an ass....
kip tryin to sabo me like...
oh look his table so messy oh look hes slpin oh look hes this hes that
dot dot dot
*insert personal favourite swear word here*
oh did i mention i kip gttin jecht by ying chuan derrick and yee hsu and kt...
all sit arnd me de sianz....
fun though=P
crap all my pics this yr lok like CRAP! sianz
den had eng oral 2dae and wat the heck....
tracy goh said i cant speak properly *ts usual* BT
she say i speak till outta point SAD
dot dot dot...
ultimate jecht lo...
especially since i was like anihow sayin...
did quite ok though hehe mwhahha
-Blogged at 4/19/2005 07:39:00 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
love you! Write about the 9 most important people in your life.
BUT!a) you cannot mention their names.
b) you cannot tell anyone who asks you who they are
ENJOY!
copied this frm kees blog!
haha
hmmm i will juz tok abit bah....based on 2dae aniwae...haha
in no particular order
1) doesnt read my blog AT ALL i bet....bt still thankew u were e person whu inspired me to go 4 trng even when i didnt wanna....speakin to u rox coz ur such a nice person....alwaes takin the time out to spend time responding and the perpetual optimism u display i dun know if u are sad inside bt i hope tt u r happy thank you so much even though i slacked trng bt stilll......thankew 4 ur faith in me and ur belief tt i cld do it if i tried.. tt was wat inspired me to go 4 trng in sec 3 at least 4 a short period of time it was gd to know u at tt camp which i went to wif the prefects
i still rem tt song i learnt in the camp....and i find it oddly peaceful and calmin!
wif christ in the vessel we can smile like the sun
thx 4 2dae too the mass sms spree :P it was fun speakin to u again after soooooo long haha
gd job 4 yesterdae u were stunning! and ur a gd emcee lah shld smile more though look cuter =P
2)are u still in pain? i dunno wat i can possibly ever do to help u bt i can try at least i hope i can...im srry in a wae im a useless *kor*...bt still..... thank you 4 at least trustin me wif ur feelings im srry tt i sometimes appeaer online and dun manage to speak to u coz...im nt supposed to se the com =P juz hope tt u willl find peace stop thinkin bout him le ba if he still continues on tt wae its nt worth it i guess....bt still i wish u all e bez
3)how cld i ever leave u out? did u think i wld? i think ur 1 of teh few ppl who wld read my blog perhaps the only one...thanks 4 speakin to me yesterdae even if it was juz a few smses....it helped abit thankew alot alot in a way u changed my viewwpoint of life u heard this b4 haven u? nvm bt still thanks alot
4) yea long time no speak le......VERI long time bt still its cool=P
hmmm even though u r so woried 4 o's im still nt even thinkin bout it ahah.....gd luck 4 chin o's and study hard!=) we muz celebrate bdae together wor! set nt? still haven respond hmph ok so its my fault coz i sms an hour late bt still.....
5) u are so damn weird and lame man....same as teh nxt person below wat teh heck man....i cnat believe it...u can acty crap wif me untill like siao.......its nice knowin u thank you!
4 makin me laugh at weird times....and 4 being so happy alwaes..and for teh funny news on valentine fam lol
6) ur still stressed wif sch rite? haha same as 5) met u at teh same camp......bez of frens bt diff class this yr rite? i hope ur friendship will continue to grow i know studyin is sian bt jiayou lo? dun b liek me rofl.....thx 4 alwaes talkin soooooo much and givin me an excuse nt to talk!:)
7) yea dun know u well......saw u liek wat once? yea so weird oh wait mayb 2 times...eh no wait 1 time nia.....alwaes act and says tt ur so bad etc etc bt ur nt lah.....ur acty quite thoughtful even though u wun admit.....gd luck in dance....srry i cant go...
8)haha hey U! yea U thx 4 all the calls etc etc....and speakin to u on teh hp is fun! and all the crazy shit we tok bout....are all damn lol.....tok to u soon ba....one of these daes we shld meet up...and this time ill remember=P
the guys:
1)thank u 4 all the support yesterdae........even though it was abit weird....mayb i shld have listened to u....mayb nt.....hehe
i dun wanna have a special friend yet? ook acty juz tt nobody come knockin yet ok fine SKIP
2) right teh poor kid whu broke his leg in rugby match....even u sae tt theres nuttin goin on btw u and erhem....i still dun believe i doubt qien believes that either or mayb..... oooo....tts cool....
qien-2)
haha issit? issit? i know u well yet i dun sianz.......muz find out man....and u still owe me coffee damn it! liar.....!=P
3)known u since like p2? alwaes ALWAES pepetually violent bt behind tt facade is a friendly and carin person! though u dun show it lah
4) thanks....even though u alwaes seem to have low self esteem and think tt ppl hate u acty hey dun! thx 4 alwaes speakin to me when i feel like shit 4 patiently lookin out 4 me and helpin me thru sch thx 4 helpin me wif e tchers....so tt i dun gt screwed too badly thanks exco =P
5) right the cap tts nt a cap riiiiite.... i know ur stressed lah bt muz slack sometimes wat!
alwaes pick on me de evil siahz! bt thx 4 all e hw tt u lemme copy and 4 alwaes otherin to sae hi=P thx
6)pms pms pms......bt still thanks man... even though u pms still dun pms at me! ahha thanks alot 4 teh happy notes coz those cheer me up lotx whe i look at them! ahha cool... know u in psltc! u rock man!=) cheers ur a great psf!!=)
7) scouts......idiot alwaes slpin de diaoz.... psf! yay haha alwaes smile here smile dere and can cntrl temper alright man....scholar! saw ya yesterdae at the mrt station lol... where were u goin man meetin girlfriend in secret arh?? hehe
8)haha scouts man....so cool woooo alwaes so funky and smilin like an ass =P thx man same grp as me ipoh bro and 6) cheers bro u rock!! hehe i think we play too much...lol..psfs rock man
9) last bt nt least ipoh brother!
sia lah breakdance shiok nt? yesterdae was damn funny lah
Ghandi! mhd ahmad ibrahim and the acs gang fight ....
were ALL dumb jokes man...funny though hehe
with wei loong in the background wif russel peters u guys rock man
i treasure the memories frm ipoh and psltc man cheers
-Blogged at 4/17/2005 08:31:00 PM
hmm......didnt feel too gd yesterdae 4 some reason...sian...
aniwae thx guys somehow when im down ppl dun fail to cheer me up!=)
thx guys 4 respondin to the smses or contactin me again=)
haha weird rite bt yea
thx all of u
-Blogged at 4/17/2005 08:24:00 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
hmmm i realise tt
i usually gt high after havin a bad dae b4
great i think its a weird way of escapism i guess...
qien says its bad...or unhealthy i guess
lol
well i guess so..??
hmmm bt my rationale is tt nobodys gnna cheer me up right? so y dun i cheer myself up??!
so well i try to b as happy as possible so tt at least i have enuff str to continue on
otherwise dunno how to go on i guess?
somehow the topic of pms came up whilst tokin to *ahem*
see? i didnt mention ur name bt dun nid worry wat? i doubt anibody read my blog much aniwae rite?
lol....
come to think of it i dun wanna know bout pms man....
makes me a lil green arnd the gills
hmm....hey i realise im scary!! mwhahah
coz some bunch of kids were messin up the table
so since jiahong wan me to go chase them awae i grabbed one of them and started cursin
and they all run awawe yay!
and the kid acty cleaned the table too cool...
jiahong said i was scary though....
so sad
cant ppl c tt im an adorable lil kid??
*yea rite*
-Blogged at 4/08/2005 08:46:00 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
2) The Tears.Possibly the most feared weapon wielded by a woman. The Tears can either melt a man's stone heart, or disgust him so much that he just does what you want to stop you crying. Warning: Overusage can result in the man growing numb to the sight of The Tears, at which point it won't work anymore, and you have to resort to...
3) The Power of the PoutAhhhh... yes. The Pout. One of the most powerful weapons in the arsenal of feminine warfare. All men fall under its spell. Though their reactions to The Pout may range from complete heart-melting to utter disgust, the results are always the same.
im srry 4 copyin and pastin juz found it meaningful
-Blogged at 4/04/2005 09:11:00 PM
ello wassup?
zzz damn sian wanna go plae on thurs bt gt tuition i think SIAN
oh oh my confirmation is on sun! whahha
at olps alright! heeh
hey qien arh i think e lit essay betta look at it again man..
u shld let me write!!!
mwhaahah
serious lah as i read ur essay my creative juices flow man
hehe
Found this somewhere quite true
If a girl smokes, she's a delinquent; if a guy smokes, he's a man. If a girl goes clubbing, she's easy pickings; if a guy goes clubbing, he's a man. If a girl sleeps around, she's a slut; if a guy sleeps around, he's a man. If a girl watches football, it "must be because of the hotties" and she's a bimbo; if a guy watches football, he's a man. If a girl cusses, she's an ah lian; if a guy cusses, he's a man. If a girl has extramarital sex, she ought to be stoned to death; if a guy has extramarital sex, he's a man.
-Blogged at 4/04/2005 08:59:00 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
since our oh so dear miss kee yann deems fir to blog bout aprils fools dae i shall also kao bei abit!
....
wah lau do u know tt u gave me such a shock nt...
DIAO
den in the end i dropped my hp DIAOZ!!!
sad lo aiyo..
den ltr scroll down and like wat the heck...
ill gt u back man.....
*makes special note*
hehe
yes its u...who else.?
so laggy aiyo...=P
-Blogged at 4/02/2005 10:36:00 PM
hmm....its sat....sigh
oh well my hopes are dashed.
was hopin tt mebbe sb impt like lee kuan yew or lee hsien long wld suddenly announce tt the prelims were acty some kinda sick april fools joke..
lol..
oh well..too bad i guess
Nxt thurs is founders dae yay!
so half dae or sth liek tt
sionce jovian so sian in sch mebbe i gt a gd idea!
pon sch!
mwahhaha
bt pls lah sb pon wif me pls...
otherwise i 1 person pon confirm super sian
mebbe fri mon i go sch den take blue form??lol..*doubt it wld work*
oh blue form means tt im sick..bt gtta b apporved by tcher
sad rite
sch muz end quicky!!
bt o levels can slowly come nevermind hehe
crap betta start studyin..
Sb gimme motivation man..
cant work without ani motivation at all...
sianz...
sb gimme a reason
sian sian
sad sad
ah well wat the heck=P
haven seen ybean 4 super long wheres tt ger man...
diao..
qien help me give her a kik pls lol..
*jk jk*
dun kik me
=)
see? i updated! mwhahhaha
*while sb stonin hor*
awww so sad bcome stone le!
*cry*
*sob*
watever:P
-Blogged at 4/02/2005 10:26:00 PM
