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Thursday, June 30, 2005

oops annas goin offline soon sadz...
oh wellz.....
sadz.....

ok.....sch is kinda diao
oh ya 2158 test postponed to tues yay!!!!!
ok great now tts betta

i kip slpin in class....dun feel well ahah im sick!! flu or sth i think
bleagh....
ok sian liao nobody to tok to except addy and shes doin work....qien nt arnd....
nobody to tok to liaoooooozz
ok diao diao

oh ya den lim siew mei said tt i shldnt slp in class when iput my head ont he table diaoz!!!!
bt i slept 4 half an hour b4 tt and she didnt notice i think???=P
yay that rox hehe

sad sad=P

-Blogged at 6/30/2005 08:52:00 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

Here is the analysis:This man is a sporty type. He has a strong heart and easily comes to terms with the truth. He likes sport and physical challenges, and quickly gets bored with routine. As for women, he gets bored if they are too formal and proper. You need to be enthusiastic and ready to be spontaneous as the occasion requires it. He enjoys activities such as bush walking or rock climbing, so to keep the relationship running smoothly you should give them a go.

The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

You value your friendships: 80%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

-Blogged at 6/25/2005 09:26:00 PM

kinda true i guess???*shrug*

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

-Blogged at 6/25/2005 09:09:00 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

somehow i feel lost
w/o u by my side i find myself sliding away
and i suddenly realise that i need you
need u by my side with me

i wonder if i close my eyes and wish hard
will u appear bside me again?

oh man....anna cant sms me le sadz....well nt much aniwae....
noooooo im really sad? haha i find it very....bu zi ran? not natural man...
too used to smsin her hehe
den i kip lookin at my hp and wonderin wats wrong
den i realsie tt its too silent
ahah
den i rememeber......and i sad liao

anna dun think bout this kinda morbid thingy can?
ill b sad wor=(
jiayou loz...
arrgh.....

oh well...its my fault ahha
so i gtta bear some of teh balme too sian
sad sad

*hugx*

-Blogged at 6/22/2005 10:32:00 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

RMUN is ooooooover
aniwae...i kinda received a commendation 4 best delegate bt im NT teh best delegate...
somehow ppl mixed me and lukito up rite aniwae.... kinda cute though=P]
lukito was liek huh?
how coem i dun do ani debatin den gt lolx...
aniwae....kinda fun bt didnt mix much though =P
mostly wif VS ppl bt they r realli nice ppl lah!=)
cheers
and kudos to u guys man

thanks to: annie=)=)
kee yaan=)
aaaaand
addy=)

cheers to chung mao,jeremy,lie yong and lukito

-Blogged at 6/16/2005 09:12:00 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

someday the facade
shall crack and reveal
the person within
I am who i am

i wonder are u filled with pain?
behind that rosy facade
behind those smiling eyes

-Blogged at 6/13/2005 10:30:00 PM

so what exactly is hope i wonder.....
a weird desire for freedom or merely a sense of escapism...
but ppl deem it positively...
strange the folly of human beings is becomine vident again...
teh stupidity corrruption n overberain arrogance of humans......
disgrace really...
bt im no exception
humans try to justify things and come up wif concepts such as time....
bt time does not exist at all...........
its onli something tt we make real..
the power of imagination

When u say that u willl b there for me do u mean it
when u say u love me do u really feel it
when u say u know me do u truely do

u dont know me bt u know my name

we have so mani facets its juz a matter of wat facet we choose to reveal to others...
some facets are even hidden frm every1 arnd us....
yet its there silently awaitin the moment of truth
that is in a way hidden potential sometimes good sometimes not so veri good

will u really b arnd when i nid u?
den y do i feel this sense of sadness inside of me...
somehow u flicker in and out of my life within a fleeting second u are gone..
you were the
only one i knew
the onli 1 i trusted
only one i felt close to
only 1 i gave my heart to
only 1 i wld give up anythin for

how do i fly w.o my wings
when icrash into the grnd nobody else will lend a helpin hand..
when i fall off the precipice nobody will grab my hand

im nt askin for the sky all im askin for is juz the will to fly

im forgotten

when u sae u wil b there 4 me u dun mean it do u...
u rend my heart apart
and spit it out mercilessly

i pray i hope for the power to protect and kip those who are close to me safe alwaes

may the lord guide ur steps
may the lord bless you
may the lord give u strength
guide ur feet upon the path
speed thy blade

what can u do w/o hope? how do u help others when u cant save urself

i can do what i must

ill do my best and ill take the 1st place
and ill give it to u
=)

the rain cleanses the earth
washes it clean
as the rain falls
it washes away the dirt the angst
the hatred
the agony
the pain
and leaves it new
reborn

wash awae my cares
my tears my hurt
replace it wif ur love

-Blogged at 6/13/2005 09:50:00 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

I know we have differences, and this makes us difficult to understand each other. There are times when we both cannot see eye-to-eye, and it puts a strain on our comradeship, existent or not. It would be impossible to eliminate the chance of conflicts between us because of our immensely unique, and talented minds. However, it is vital that we both agree to disagree, then it would make any discord sowed between us both headstrong individuals much easier to withstand.

-Blogged at 6/12/2005 10:05:00 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

check it out found it inspirin

www.black.com

-Blogged at 6/08/2005 10:15:00 PM

i started readin this old old present frm the china peeps..
sth bout maturity hehe quite nice acty nubbad nubbad
bt its in chin haha

every now and then we need to give life a kick in the ass for all the shit it puts us through=P
doesnt tt sayin juz rock?
its kinda surprisin....hmm im havin sporadic bouts of moodiness again
whenever i think here and there my thoughts inevitably wander to so and so and etc etc things...
den i start sinkin into silence again...
haha
however juz a simple sms bout anithin frm certain ppl can brighten my dae! ahah
dunno...

in this weird prison i feel as if im trapped in a cell all alone
somehow i feel tt its hard to show my feelings...
hmm ppl thinki cant perform at RMUN...
s\and im startin to doubt too...
strange...
i cant really survive in such a world
bereft of
hope
life
support
UR confidence in me
ur trust in me
ur love
ur care
ur help
ur frenship

call me weak bt somehow i need a lil bit of help
a lil bit of frenship
a helpin hand sometimes
a lil bit of love a lil bit of frenship

perhaps i smile so much bcoz i wanna cry
perhaps i kip jokin coz im hurting
perhaps i like to tok bout irreverant stuff coz i dun know how to tell u how i feel
perhaps im never serious coz im so afraid
perhaps i kip bouncin arnd coz i feel so dreary
perhaps i dun like to tok coz my heart is breakin
perhaps i disappear frm view coz im nt needed
perhaps i leave u alone coz i dun wanna b a pest
perhaps i like to play coz i feel helpless
perhaps i try to b confident coz i feel so damn useless
perhaps i speak to u coz i feel lost
perhaps i walk awae frm u coz im unwaned
perhaps i kip quiet coz im screamin inside
perhaps i avoid ur questions coz i fear ur reaction
perhaps im strugglin bt u will never know
i might cry and u will never understand
i might bleed 4 u bt u wldnt see
i might lift u up bt u think its sb else
i might grab ur hand bt u never appreciate it

somehow i feel weird w/o u...
w/o ani1 of my frens... i dfeel positively WEIRD

w/o kee yaan's...
NT funny

ann's smses =P
2k le CRAP

addy's calls

binni's weird faces...

jovains nonsense

zhuo mins weird stories

jem's pmses=P

and all ya guys!!

did i mention davidson's cutenesss?

or jen's cheerfulness?
haha ok even though bo tok much le bt still =)
its really refreshin! liek lemon hehe

k and to everybody out there thanks guyx!=)
beanie 2=) dun b angry wor...or "irritated"
hehe

if i were invisible

-Blogged at 6/08/2005 09:00:00 PM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

The last kiss
Tasted like tobacco
A bitter and sad smell

Tomorrow, at this time
Where will you be?
Who will you be thinking about?

You are always gonna be my love
Even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It’s still a sad song
Until I can sing a new song

The paused time is
About to start moving
There’s many things that
I don't want to forget about

Tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

You will always be inside my heart
You will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
It’s still a sad song
Until I can sing a new song

You are always gonna be my love
Even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It’s still a sad song
Until I can sing a new song

Tomorrow, at this time
Where will you be?
Who will you be thinking about?

ill be thinking bout you...

-Blogged at 6/05/2005 10:56:00 PM

wish i cld go otu more...
haha
oh ya
wish cld go watch movie wif shu yi rob and teh rest again this time muz call he qi lionel ying an dteh rest...
bt dun call immature irritatin ppl pls...

haha felt lonely hjuz now dunno y.... so weird...

come to think of it

what is love?

love is great
love is pathetic
love is fun
love is borin
love is an oxymoron
love is nothing
love is everything
love is life
love is death

love means so much more and so much less than ourselves.....it defys description
ppl wld galdly die for love
wars have been fought 4 love or becoz of love
peace has been made becoz of love...
what an oxymoron....

i wonder how can love make a flower bloom in the middle of the desert juz 4 me
or juz for a spec ial person?

love is inclusive nt exclusive
theres so much more space for love in ur heart
open up ur heart to those arnd u!!

reach out and sb will grab ur hand
i know sb will...
even if nobody is willing to i will...
i wun ever let u fall as long as u allow me to b by ur side
im juz immaterial in peoples lives
what is teh proof of our existence i wonder
not our names certainly
u will never die as long as u are alwes remembered
u will live on in our hearts

dun fret dun worry no matter wat we can gt thru it....
dun worrie bout ur work simply
do ur bez!
dun ever give up!

so what if u dun know where to begin and what to study juz pick anithin up and start!
i know u can do it!
coz its within you...
pls i beg of u do ur utmost
i shall go on tues to hear an angel sing in church at least i hope so..
so long no tok le siahz....
feel weird alr..
haha

i wonder how i wonder why
i wonder where they are
i wonder how they are doin
i wonder what they are doin
somehow when i turn arnd
i wonder why arent they here?
and i feel so lost
and alone
in this cruel place
den i remember they are gone
lost in teh wind
in the sandstorm of memory that blurs vision and blots memory
i feel so helpless
i merely wish 4 the best
bt i cant do anithin
someday i will fade frm their minds

how strange
how sardonic
how feng ci
how strange
how beautiful
how fierce
how peaceful

i wonder when will this
euphoric pain stop

do i want it to stop?

Every day that passes, I find myself pausing
to gaze into the waves of people [around me]

You were always there beside me,
And somehow became buried beneath my everyday life
And now, into this unending city that runs deep as the ocean
I am searching for you

Those precious days have been scattered to the wind
How many fleeting dreams will we awaken from
before we meet again?

Transcending the unending night
Where will the two of us end up?

You mustn't believe only in your doubts
And the lonesome memories in the heart of your past
I am remembering it now, that morning
when all of you was burned into my mind...

Those painfull days have been scattered to the wind
And now, if the things that will vanish can be wrapped in light,
will they still dissolve away?

Whether you blink or not, the bloom that outshines all others,
like a flower, is right here,
the remembrance of everything...

Those precious days have been scattered to the wind
How many fleeting dreams will we awaken from
before we meet again?

what is ur name?
as in
what did ur mother first call you??

she called me beloved

-Blogged at 6/05/2005 10:31:00 PM

heya
yea heres ur update=)
wonder if birds have nested on ur hair yet....

aniwae heya peeps

ad creandum ante noris destruere opus est]

to cr8 u muz destroy!

ever noticed that continuous climax is an oxymoron?
if u have a continuous climax its no longer a climax......

zzzz suuuuuuuuper bored atm nobody online!
and nobody to tok to sianz.....
nuttin to do!!!
oh man.....
great

my hp bill explodin though ok it died and gt resurrected again....-.-"
shootin 2k sms
and 8 hr tok time wheee might pass tt i think

i feel really weird wo havin morning calls on saturdae...
dunno y...
haha
when nt tokin to sb in teh morn feels unnatural suddenly haha
and it onli happpened 2 timews or so?
bt still....
haha

feel weird w/o kee online nobody to tok to!!!
online aniwae....
gt ur daddy to let u use com leh?
ahaha

feel weird w.o smses to respond to everydae haha
or at leaST the usual frequency lah....
unfortunately the people i tok to cant tok le! noooooooooooo
damn sad
did i emntion tt addy's hp bill kinda went poof??
though i doubt its my fault lah dun really sms TT much..
*ok mebbe used to*
sianz....

oh ya annies bill gnna go poof too sianz...
900 sms....
whooo i think pass tt le...
oops now i feel guilty ahah

man w/o u guys life is juz NT teh same man!

i miss u man!
haha

i miss kee sayin tt im nt funny haha
i miss addy's sat morn calls! and smses
i miss her laugh too.....haha
kip laughin and laughin..

oh while we are at it...
i wonder how jen is gttin along...ya ya
i rem jen now coz also veri sunny person!
smile more smile more

i miss annies smses again lol...
even though i sms alot and juz this afternoon
k im waeeeeeeeeeee addicted to smsin crap on teh hp
sb save me...
zzz ok mebbe nt=P

there are a few ppl i miss haha
so sad lo.....
wonder wats happenin to sze ting......
dunno whetehr sylvester solved the question bout the mystery ger frm kidnergarten
we are still waitin man!!!!

wonder how amanda's doin haha.....
so weird nvr speak 4 damn long oh well...
bet she dun rem us le....
so much 4 frenship i guess
haha

man... i think i gt a worm on my com or spyware or sth sianz....
oh well....adaware nvr detect soemmore diaoz.......

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

oh yea ann this is an example of my randomness...

oh look zhuo min is online yay....
zzzzzzzz
oh ya shu yi wanna watch madgascar.....
muz gt rob along...
lalalalla
and alicia mwhahaha
ok i hope they dun find my blog man...
else...
wtf
rob's gnna kill me

ramesh is daaaaaamn funny lah quirky 2....
even his frenster reply 4 frens is sooo weird
funky though

phunky shoe
U ROCK!
casslyn and sarah are juz sooooooo cute lah!
ahha
cool
abraham is THE leader man
whilst hoi is the ghappy man...lotsa stories...
oh yea sandya is the self proclaimed pro indian dancer...
dotx....

oh yea!!!
huiqi u rox man!:)

sian... my comkinda slow oh look
annie sms back...
zzzzzz

hayden christensen is hot??
diaoz rite k...
so wat defines hot....man...
i tot orlando bloom was hot....
rite apparently lotsa hot ppl out dere...
2 bad im nt 1 of them...
mebbe can learn de...
or mebbe its juz body teperature....
oh llook they can fry eggs on their pacs...
k wateva man

evil ppl put evil tags on yishan's blog
yeesh grow up man...see lah now gtta put pw dotx
wake up pls...

and sia la she goin jap??
wtf... i wanna go lo lol...when will tt freakin sms come thru grrrr
i gt it bt nt appearin on screen arrgh
k wateva....
i c magina wavin his blades on my screen saver now

oh ok tehre it is
right...shld slp soon siah
i can sms wo/o lookin atkeys and loook arnd yay!

did i mention?
shu yi is kinda TOO kind...
zzzz
at orchard every other time gtta stop coz she wana give ppl money and take damn long oh well...
kinda gd i guess
betta than some ppl whu dun give cash at all
*oops*
k aniwae.....im bored!
oh did u notice?
haha
so nice of u to

-Blogged at 6/05/2005 10:00:00 PM