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Thursday, January 19, 2006

meh...i guess nothing lasts forever
not friendship,love nor anything...
even marriage no longer provides security...
its a mere piece of paper...meaningless...
i wonder what is it that makes us demean the very decision that we looked up to when we were young
wonder.......betrayal of marital promises is considered common nowadays isnt it......
we merely cover it up with the filth of our lives
hiding our shame beneath the dust

humans are cruel by nature
we put on a mask everyday trying to persuade others of our.....
"goodness" hiding our true selves......
covering the lust for violence and destruction..
we are the destruction of our very own kind

the moment we can mask our identity
everything changes
hiding behind a computer screen confident of anonymity
we unleash our "true" selves
allowing the pent up emotions to spill off

boasts of cruelty abound...tales of irresponsibility and misuse of power are commended and encouraged
yet the community as a whole never fails to halt and comment on the
mistakes of others

are we really meant to hate..
we despise those below us and are filled with jealousy towards tjose above us
hence we plot to bring about their downfall and glorify ourselves

sometimes i wonder...am i insane?
or do i see the world with clearer
eyes then others who sweep the
inconvenient truth beneath the
carpet to rot whilst they continue
to live their merry little lives
in a world of their making

-Blogged at 1/19/2006 11:26:00 PM