Monday, July 24, 2006
i long to hold you once more..
telling you everything will be all righ
tthat i know you can do it
that you are strong
i wonder...do you still get as many hugs as you used to?
and then....how much have you grown
..are you taller now?or is it my imagination
do you still remember what i told you that day?
that day so long ago.....
-Blogged at 7/24/2006 12:31:00 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
its hard to believe that
there's nobody out there
its hard to believe
that im all alone
-Blogged at 7/23/2006 11:40:00 PM
hope
is always a precious commodity..
yet at times when you try to stamp it out
it refuses to die out and instead blossoms
in the very cracks of reality
how much is truth and how much are lies
when within oneself the answer resides
will you question till the day you die
or find the answer in sunny eyes
what is the measure of a man
-Blogged at 7/23/2006 11:28:00 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
just read someone's blog...
and i was struck with this really massive sense of guilt...
...what the hell have i been doing....
.....what am i doing...
perhaps...i should have masked all my emotions then..
and not doing so is....a sin on my part...
how can i say that what i did was for the best if she still looks back and
feels guilty.....
iggy you're just dumb...and conceited..even though you think you're better than that
i never hoped for anything so much as for you to be happy
-Blogged at 7/20/2006 11:24:00 PM
it....was my choice....the way i decided to live my life...
no it isnt your fault..it never was
if someone were to blame let it be me...
dont blame yourself already...
its been so long....let it lie....
and slowly everything will fade away as the memories are whitewashed by the bleach of time
for a time i was happy...and for that i have you to thank..
deep down i still prefer to think that we are friends....
a momentary happiness is better than a lifetime of unfeeling
it was never my intention to hurt you...but perhaps i did..
perhaps that neutral state is.....antipathy...
why do i always hurt the ones i wish happiness upon
-Blogged at 7/20/2006 11:15:00 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
even stones may weep
-Blogged at 7/17/2006 11:34:00 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
she said she wanted to see the sea but i couldnt take her
there were alot of things we wanted to do....
but we couldnt do any of them...
*even though summer had only just begun*
-Blogged at 7/15/2006 10:40:00 PM
i can sing
i can dance
I can fly
yet..
-Blogged at 7/15/2006 10:39:00 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
you said forever but it was never
-Blogged at 7/13/2006 09:33:00 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
| You Are Periwinkle |
 You're very intuitive and sensitive. You often know other people better than they know themselves.
You're also quite optimistic, and you think well of yourself and others. You know your dreams will come true. |
| You Are Royal Blue |
 People find you difficult to understand. In fact, you often find it hard to understand yourself.
You think so much that sometimes you get lost in your own thoughts! |
-Blogged at 7/12/2006 11:00:00 PM
| Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
-Blogged at 7/12/2006 10:57:00 PM
| Your Emoticon is Sad |
 You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up! |
What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?
-Blogged at 7/12/2006 10:52:00 PM
normalcy spells like....a burn in my eyes/brain
it.....just seems so unnatural......
-Blogged at 7/12/2006 10:30:00 PM
You, you want
nothing to do with me
I , I
don't know what to do with you
Cause you don't know what you do to me
-Blogged at 7/12/2006 10:19:00 PM
Everyday everynight; fill my shadows with light
Running, keep holding my hand; so we dont get separated
-Blogged at 7/12/2006 10:15:00 PM
sliding away into that all consuming emptiness
i suddenly realise whats missing and thats.......you,
you who whispered words of encouragement into my ears
and completed me with your presence
i wonder if i close my eyes and wish hard will you appear by my side once more?
somehow i feel lost without you
-Blogged at 7/12/2006 10:09:00 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i took a wrong turn around the corner today and found myself
-Blogged at 7/11/2006 07:13:00 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
weep with the windswept beat
-Blogged at 7/10/2006 10:35:00 PM
To really love a woman
To understand her you gotta know
Her deep inside
Hear every thought see every dream
N' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin'
Helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
* When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
(chorus)
'Cause she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
(That you'll always be together)
So tell me have you really, really really ever loved a woman
You got to give her some faith hold her tight
A little tenderness ya gotta treat her right
She'll be there for you
Takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman yeah
And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
To really love a woman
Let her hold you 'til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her, really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
And when you see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman
-Blogged at 7/10/2006 10:05:00 PM
perhaps it is through pain that we truely appreciate what we have...
momentarily....since nothign lasts forever...
for just a moment let me hold your hand
to feel the breeze of the past again
let me caress you one more time as i say my bitter sweet goodbyes
rather than hide beneath a facade...
simply.....be yourself
be who you truely are...
theres no need to model after someone..
you are teh best that you can be..
dont try to follow in ones footsteps..
follow your own unique way..
even though you may not succeed..
the beautiful dance you weave as you struggle
is enough for me
-Blogged at 7/10/2006 09:52:00 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
perhaps we victimise ourselves by trying to be "strong"
in the hope of being someone's pillar of strength we end up hurting ourselves more than we should...
perhaps it is just sheer arrogance that allows us to think that we migth be "strong" enough to help someone...
hmmm i think im imagining things again....
......probably.......
hope so...yet hope not.....
which doesnt make sense....
.....gl iggy...
-Blogged at 7/06/2006 11:20:00 PM
the past is always sweeter than the present
and the future is always brighter than what we face.
-Blogged at 7/06/2006 11:16:00 PM
