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Friday, September 29, 2006

here i am on the phone again and an awkward silence fills the other end
i used to hear the sound of a smile on your voice
but right now
all i feel is the pain of the fighting starting up again
all the things we talked about, you know they stay on my mind
all the things we laughed about will bring us through it time after time
please dont walk away
when will you laugh again

-Blogged at 9/29/2006 11:28:00 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

somehow in my mind
anna is very much associated
with desdemona

unattainable

-Blogged at 9/25/2006 10:03:00 PM

baby i wont let you leave
if you believe in me

-Blogged at 9/25/2006 01:24:00 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

live life to the fullest; and you'll never regret
it in your last moments

[[ maybe we werent meant for that happy ending
cos we didnt have a "once upon a time"]]

-Blogged at 9/24/2006 11:09:00 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

you ask me time and time again, but i always deny it

this is just going to go on forever

-Blogged at 9/20/2006 10:39:00 PM

i wished upon a star

and it came crashing down

-Blogged at 9/20/2006 10:10:00 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,together you and me.

and if only that were true

-Blogged at 9/19/2006 10:56:00 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

feeling emo=/
nuuuuu
kinda have to get over this i think....
but keeps plaguing my mind..
though i do have some good moments here and there...

truth? or untruth...
so how far will it go till the truth is unveiled

-Blogged at 9/15/2006 01:34:00 AM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

im chasing that ephemeral dream again
i think i see a ditch in front of me....
shall i jump into it?
or will i jump over it for once

"it's all the small things that make up our big friendship.. it's not about how tall the tree of friendship grows.. but how deep the roots truly are.. "

be it pain...
love...hope....
i accept them all.....for once...

i think ill probably crash...
hopefully someone will lend me a hand...
and raise me up from the wreckage....

....i hate being forgotten.....

-Blogged at 9/13/2006 08:18:00 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

if only you would smile at me that way..
everyday

-Blogged at 9/05/2006 11:28:00 PM